1) My brother was supposed to come over today with soft pretzels, but so far he is a no-show.
2) Ever since the surgery, I have been unable to sleep past 8:00am. WTF. If I didn’t have any pain, that would be one thing. But I do. Yesterday I took an ambien to sleep longer, but today I was like FUCK IT. Ice and pain pills have somewhat helped me get through these extra awake hours. I hoped to be beyond this point by now, but no such luck. I walked around for thirty minutes inside which IS an improvement and the pain in my legs is mostly over, but it’s the pain in my back and now hip that I want gone pronto.
3) Since it is not, Mark has been less than charming. When he’s a cranky ass, that makes me tense up and hurt more, obviously. He apologized not long ago for being so cranky and I know he has his own issues and drama with my pain, but I could use some more compassion since I just had freaking surgery. A few more hugs and less bitching about the cat who barfed on the hardwoods, please.
4) I left a voicemail with my disability lawyer today to give them the contact info for the laser place. I wish I could say my pain is now gone too, but I can’t do that.
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